Friday, November 5, 2010

why? why? why?

i kept wondering why am i studying?

ever since i was 5, my late daddy taught me how to read ABC n memorize dat 'sifir 1-12'.

ever since i was 6 i was being taught on religion stuffs (& even have an unforgettable memory.. a cockroach in my shirt!! kyaaa!!!!! dats why i was kinda phobia to cockroaches, but i'm still wondering, on 1 of the days i worked at some place, i actually walked on n squashed a cockroach using my shoe.. O.o) n i luckily memorized Surah Ad-Dhuha.. (it had become my fav Surah to read since that time.. ^^)

ever since i was 10, i was taught on Kemahiran Hidup, Kajian Tempatan (aka Geography), & Science. (& i found my 1st crush.. ^^ shhhhhh......)

ever since i was 13, i was taught on how to lead a marching band.

ever since i was 16, i was taught on how to find nu frens at a nu school (i hate remembering how i hate dat school at 1st, but i started to like it more n more.. well, except for certain teachers, they kept nagging n nagging at me n STARTED TO INTERFERE MY BUSINESS THAT WASN'T EVEN THEIRS TO MEDDLE WITH.. really, dat was like ANNOYING.. aish.. *shaking my head*), & how to earn my own money 4 a living. (well, my family isn't dat rich, but we still tried our best to improve our lives. onni, hwaiting! ^o^)

ever since i was 17 i was taught on how to project my voice 4 choir. (i tried so hard opening my mouth until my 4 fingers can actually fit the hole!)

ever since i was 17 1/2 (hehehe.. really, dat was my real age when i 1st entered U.. ^^), i was taught on other things like nu formulas, nu calculations, nu principles, nu definitions, nu beliefs to be remembered.

okay, now, i'm 18. why do i hv to learn ALL of this?

lots of ppl would be answering these:

1) i study because of God.
2) i study because i wanna get 4.00.
3) i study because i wanna make my parent's dream come true.
4) i study because i wanna hv a gud life n earn a nice n huge amount of money to use it when i hv kids.
5) i study because i wanna be this, i wanna be that.. bla bla bla...

well, my answer is, ALL. no matter how much we studied, it is us who'll get the 1st ripe of the fruit. all of these, was only our objectives, something to make ourselves focus. even mat rempit hv their own ambitions; to be the best mat rempit in the town (at least).

BUT..!

i hv only 1 advice to give to you, readers.

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PLAY PLANTS VS ZOMBIES. THINK LIKE ZOMBIES. what i mean is, play the mini games for zombies (1 where u hv to think on how 2 pass all that plants to eat the brains.). i tell u, dats my secret way 2 be focused on sumthing. (i even played it before i sat 4 my BEL exam!)

REMEMBER!! THINK LIKE ZOMBIES!!! mwaahahahahahaha!!!

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