Uuuuuuuuu~~

Tonight i cried again.. T_T

I watched '1 Litre of Tears' 4 the 2nd time, it made me cried again..
Ahhhh... Ikeuchi Aya really is a strong person..
I wish I can be optimistic like her..
She was always able to smile in front of others, although the disease is incurable (Spinocerebellar  Degeneration disease).
oh my, 1-A class students are selfish, aren't they..?
even if ur frens were disabled... really, u should help her.
but pls, don't be so cruel.
smiling in front of her, but talking behind her back is not a good thing to do.
what if u were in her condition?
will u be as optimistic as her?
Aya-san, she didn't ask 4 it, the disease..
but still, she managed to live optimistically, even though her lifespan is too short 4 her to enjoy.

this also made me wonder..
what will happen to me tomorrow?
ahh...

i really wish to have a disease like her. i really wish to help her. but she's gone now..